Today my baby is officially 2 months old. I can tell that he can see much more now because he's more responsive these days compared to last month. We can have little baby conversations for about 10 minutes or so with lots of oooohhs and ahhhhss and there's one particular sound that he always make which sounds like 'OK'! I love it when we have this little conversations. At times he even talks to himself and laugh out loud... aahhh that really melts my heart.
Anyway, I'm still not back to work yet. No 1 we do not have a helper and no 2 papa (yes the father of my child would like Aston to call him papa instead of daddy....) and I argued last night after having Mcdonalds for supper! Aaaarghh either I was grumpy or we had a huge miscommunication! Many times I asked papa that who is going to be at home when the maid take cares of Aston. He answered the current maid that we have. Many times I answered how can??? I guess papa thinks I was joking! Even before I was pregnant with Aston I have told him many times that I would much prefer to take care of our child myself rather than leaving to the maid.... again papa have this perception that I cannot stand being at home taking care of a child because I'm so used to going out tea and long dinners with my girlfriends! Papa even mentioned that he was left with a babysitter and he turned out fine... but then he also mentioned he's was a babysitter and not a maid. Then papa said I'm too attached with Aston. Speechless....
In conclusion, I stand firm that I will not leave baby Aston with 2 maids home alone while I work! I rather have no maid and take care of baby Aston all by myself and forgo my holidays! Worst come to worst I'll just bring Aston along for all my dinner and tea sessions! Hmmph!!
be positive...
ReplyDeleteI believe that it would not be easy but i'm sure that it would be all worth it.